In this video, Joshua T Berglan shares a personal and emotional monologue on February 1st, 2024. He discusses his decision to start doing live videos, the tremors he has been experiencing for the past week, and his love for reading and discussing religious texts, particularly the Bible. Joshua reflects on his journey from being in the psych ward and facing jail time to finding purpose in his life and pursuing his passion for broadcasting and helping others. He opens up about his struggles with abuse, mental health, and identity, emphasizing the importance of truth and using one's voice. Throughout the video, he shares his experiences at a hospital where he feared being committed against his will, and the solace he finds when talking about his love story with Jessica and the positive impact she has had on his life. Joshua encourages viewers to pursue their own purpose and not let excuses or money hinder them from doing what they love. Despite his physical limitations, he remains determined to continue doing what he believes in and offering assistance to others. 0:06 Introduction and Decision to Start Live Videos 2:28 Reading a Bible Verse and Reflecting on Passion 3:13 Reflecting on Personal Journey and Purpose 4:08 Facing Struggles with Abuse and Mental Health 9:13 The Importance of Using One's Voice and Truth 11:46 Opening up about Experiences at the Hospital 13:35 Thanking Jessica and Sharing Love Story 27:56 Gratitude for Love and Relationship with Children 29:24 Finding Purpose Despite Personal Challenges 33:04 Encouragement to Pursue Passions and Purpose 35:52 Offer of Assistance and Conclusion